My sex drive is too strong; I want to masturbate anytime, anywhere. In the swimming pool where everyone else is, in the gym where the boys train, in the hallway next to the classroom during class, sneaking into a friend's room, hiding in the badminton hall of the gym. I know I can't do it in those places, but… I can't stop, because I know. Furthermore, even having sex in front of men who witness it—masturbation alone isn't enough…