Forced to assault by my hateful stepfather… I should feel humiliated, but I feel pleasure… My parents' remarriage was to a perverted, disgusting middle-aged man who likes female students. My stepfather, aroused by my uniform, physically assaults me. In the entryway, in the hallway, in the bathroom… I am assaulted every day, avoiding my mother's gaze. "I don't want to ruin my mother's happiness. As long as I endure it…" Although I think this, my body still reacts with the worst contradiction. I am enduring the most humiliating treatment as a woman…